Saturday, February 5, 2011

A Message To You, With Regards To Friday...

Well, here I am. You certainly put me in an awkward predicament. I've had some uncomfortable thoughts running through my mind all day.

I appreciate that you've tried to get in touch with me and "clarify" things, but I really can't trust you.

I have heard too many conflicting stories to understand your true character, and to be honest... whether you cheated on me or not, you've still hurt me tremendously in the past. That doesn't put me in the position to trust you. I've talked to others about some of the things you told me yesterday... and I am still getting some stories that don't quite add up. I don't want to hurt your feelings and I don't want you to feel like I am being unreasonable... but I don't know if we can ever be friends like you want us to be. I just don't think it would be wise.

I am really ready to be done with this whole situation, aren't you? I am completely fine with being civil, but I am a little to scared of the past to be sure that I can trust a solid friendship with you. If you care like you say you do, then I know you'll understand.

Please don't think this means I hate you. Please don't think it means I wish ill on you... because I don't. I just... I need some space from you. I need to live a life separate from you. I am not angry, but I feel like it would just be awkward to be friends.


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