I keep finding myself in peculiar situations.
I spoke with someone today who I haven't spoken with in months (since August 30th 2010). I don't feel like it would be wise to go into detail about that one. I am still trying to digest all of the info I received from this interaction. It certainly didn't make anything clear. I have a lot of thinking to do... but I'm not truly worried about it. There's no point in worrying about it at all. The situation is so... It... It just feels like it happened lightyears ago... and here it is again, in front of my face.
I hate feeling like I will never know this person's character. Is he a good guy? Is he bad? Is it all relative? Does it matter what I think about this person? I don't know. But here is what I do know:
I am a different girl than the one I was even a few months ago. I understand things better. I can look back at my choices and understand my reasons for making them.
I don't regret anything.
The only direction is forward, and that's where I'm going.